Since it’s the realm of my ancestors – pride comes before the fall.

But can we get the Dalai Lama to work. [Consider me stable]. More than enough for you and me together.

I spent my days writing. 11 years ago when I thought this would be quick and painless → I follow my dreams like I follow Astrology – rough times ahead. [Safeguard ∴]. Fear mongering/KKK. KKK and fear mongering → Ancestral work. [disclaimer: it’s a metaphor].

I spent my days writing and not being fake which is what I always wanted to do.

I’ll be right back. Peanut butter pretzels. Sarasota. Beethoven. I’ll be right back. Thank you God and forgive me. Down syndrome. Likewise.

Gymnastics class – old world tree.

Lower the standard for messy marriage [severe bipolar BPA/D]. Vision of him banging her from the back hard. Nasty toys – Nasty boys. It’s energetic – no comprende. Grappling hard in vision.

I see in the Spirit. 1 level = All levels.

Do not be deceived. Do not back down.

There’s a line of accountability.

Whores will be whores – boys will be boys.

My heart’s protected [thank the Lord] and so is yours. [Divine feminines].

This is my heart, God – thank you.

Christian values.

I’m only human. Genetic code.

‘Don’t tell me what to say – don’t tell me what to do‘. ‘I’m free and I love to be free‘. ‘To live my life the way I want [Mormon] to say and do whatever I please.’ ‘You don’t own me‘.

Gym membership.

Charging you mouthwash for this → gushing over you. ←voice.

Christian values.

And they love it all in the name of business. They love it too [know].

Identify with heaven’s stories. Manmade pothole.

He likes me because I’m really interesting.

50 ¢ent. Divine white light.

Don’t give away all ∴. [something else]. Important to me. Holocaust. Man made war. Tombstone for a gravestone. Narcissism at its finest. Turn me on.

I said I was in union and you never came.

What are you leaving behind? Hard work? Dedication?

Keeping your secrets safe. And it haunts him. Nobody’s business. Devil in disguise.

Joss Spirit. Famous co-writer on heaven and earth.

‘Don’t put me on display‘. ‘You don’t own me‘. 43rd birthday huh. Be living in a house together soon.

Face open expression wide. ←face vision.

People would judge you. Idiot. Get what he wants, wants what he gets. Wasn’t me this time around.

I’ve been waiting for you to say that. Desperately in love with you. Right here right now. Specify: . Me and you together forever – right now. On heaven and in earth. Together forever. The Savior.

Anything’s better than yesterday. Me and you… . Randy and Brother in the hospital. Army 1 recruiter. Diamond shelf. Bonding time. Male bonding time. Together forever. Me and you.

I’m getting another download. 2014 physical symptoms @ Place. Natural. Born. Killer. Animal shaped caps.

Vandalizing property. Low dude. A second chance at finding love for real. ←him. Settled. Go figure. Connection is strong. Good for you. But you think about me, but that is in you, not fully accepted. Mental midget.

Loop filled mind. Mine’s a gold shrine.

So free to do what he wants – do it. Damage done.

Wet slip and slide no more – you’re one of her toys and she’ll dispose you – because her heart’s elsewhere. too.

Go figure. Lost souls.

‘Eager to be what you want‘. [I’m] feeling you. “At her wits end with infidelity” –was it worth jail time –Lady. May of been… . Ben. Denouncing. Epcot. Clean. The faces of Astrology. No comprende. Bucket list. ‘Too bad your ex won’t do it for you‘. Enemies for life. Fierce protection net. Responsive. Twin is arrogant—She is ignorant—So am I. ‘Too bad your ex won’t do it for you‘. Lead others astray.

The King’s mix, it’s going to drop in spirit.

Gave me a boner just thinking about you today – that’s what I need. ‘Sweet espresso‘. –to me. The book of arrogance and ignorance. Captive. I see it. Arrogance and ignorance. Woah. Shocking. Come face me in this realm. Blessing. Herb.

I am tapping into the Spirit. Rapport. Good.

Powerful – wife/mother – I’m not fooled.

We are so different it’s scary. I was raised different. Back up against a wall. It will make you fight.

Never had to fight for anything – Natalie and Ashley. Scars deep enough to heal.

Our core values are the same and that’s everything –true love.

Health is a priority. Food is medicine. Exercise is medicine. Poor choice of words. Lack of exposure. Charging people by the crime. ‘I don’t tell you what to do‘. Benny Medina. Many lifetimes together.

Ruin your reputation. ←him. A day in the life. The lifestyle I was ready to live. live with her.

Short term to make everybody jealous and get my thrill and leave lasting scars.

‘I’m young and I love to be free‘. Repeated offense.

Come face me in this realm.

You never think ahead. Hence downfall. Always now and so passive. Lacks vigilance and has given up. Benny Medina. What a pinky. It’s KKK. Covert narcissist. Won’t worth the time you spent on it. –Deanna –comment. Fall down. Synonym.

Both women judge you. I can’t go anywhere.

Criss cross – Chris cringle. Letting go.

The pain of betrayal – we didn’t have. I was always honest. Never thought twice about it. Only respectable way. Christ consciousness manifest.

Brandyn and I are very good friends and soulmates. Chortle chortle. I enjoy my life alone but together. I have everything I need. Boo hoo. I saw him too. Stylish.

Injury complete. 〉∠〈 ←Black bird with yellow beak –rising –vision.

No choice – children are the same age. Assistance. ‘To say and do whatever I please‘. Reading into situations. Feminine would rather Worker than me still :). Good – all of the above. Under her spell. ←Feminine.

Juxtapose. Nothing to it but simple math.

I’m so glad that didn’t happen. 2 arrows →vision.

I don’t care what the love connection is. The wood frame/box get me. Joy. Encapsulated. ‘Booty booty booty booty rockin’ everywhere‘. ‘Say you can’t sleep it’s that me espresso‘. Deep down wishes he could be like me. Joe Biden causing a stir. Itch throat. Focus on yourself more. You do certain things to me no one else does. Rachel Ann Baggerby. Bobbing for apples. Overlapping.

Failed relationship with someone else.

Keep coming back for you.

I pray he’s going to be okay. He’s going to be okay don’t you worry. Adjustments are required.

He failed us – he failed the church –Jesus Christ of Nazareth.

Care bear material. Wear and tear. That book I had—In between his spirit. Placed my fingertip in sink drain – I knew it before it happened. [vertical slice on fingertip –vision].

That’s who I am on the inside – that’s who I want them to be. Fired the wrong person. Critical hoe and I’m happy.

Come face me in this realm.

Feminine and I were too good for you point blank.

How to get over an ex. It’s done. It is non stop with you. Italian wife. Might of saved her life. Bieber.

Is Justin Bieber ignoring a soul call.

Hinging/binging. What they said. I’m with the potter. Don’t trust me.

The jet and what you were –when I left,↓

certain allegations were true – everyone knew.

John Denver. Lorrie, has a dog haven. I called out for not faithful, but I’m living my life, and I would not be there – can die today

 I am good enough.

Twin to Lorrie and open letter of ___ and me not ___ knowing his heart is – does not live with me.

Kind hearted person –Worker. Not to me. I was the only one. <3. Betray me. 100 years.

Real information. Sexual harassment at the workplace. No convincing me otherwise—you are… . Keep the main thing the main thing.

It’s not over till it’s over. Retrieving innocence.

His refusal to clear the air and hold her accountable for the [severe] damage she personally inflicted on me → to not empathize how wrong that was and the impact people’s actions have on other individuals. She absolutely trashed your name and mine for 3 months, and that’s a long time and it’s a crime what she did.

And she walks like a free woman = basically like her bad behavior was being rewarded. Just because I make people feel uncomfortable because who I am → it was easier to not deal with me/this/her/head on.

Court of law. This is true/accurate.

I speak from a God heart when I say you have no idea the impact/effect that placed in my world, because I have/had an immaculate reputation with guests and work and etc., she stole my innocence when she intentionally took me out due to her JEALOUSY.

You have hurt me, betrayed me, insulted me. And I demand Justice. Your ancestors are involved/here. You lack true integrity to condone a lie at the expense of your image.

I am kind hearted too, but I will not be bullied/exiled/because I’m a threat.

My rights were taken away from me because of the man you are.

You give no voice to the voiceless.

You just don’t care about honor and integrity of doing the right thing.
Worker, you, deserve to explain to everybody and the TRUTH.

My foundation of this starts with the. You, in the name of God confess and set by name straight.

You are and the criminal and the heavy hand of the oppressor is this man who continues to condone a lie.

Those comment cards are more valuable than money → and I be damned, if those 2 maids that stole quarters/money would return, right?↓

↑This is her, all because she is romantically connected, and so was I.

Set the record straight, twin.

We all deserve peace. Right now, it’s like an open murder case, and closure heals.

Why would you gaslight someone, take away their right as a soul to speak truth.

Twin and Worker need to apologize – then live their lives.

If you can’t understand the intensity of being a reader and the utter clarity of this knowing and experience, that is your lack of depth.

This is real and you both have placed a mare on my professional and social name. but everyone knows the truth anyways.

R[rest]I[in]P[peace].

To not respect the divine authority I’m under and how it is inherently and forever linked to you, is hubris, Twin. Heart-less.

You did me wrong and I am thankful to know the real you and be away – because anyone with a spine would stand.

You let them take your woman and rape your children, all in the name of not making another human uncomfortable for your comfort.

That’s a lifelong issue of passivity and indifference. It’s generational.

You are not my protector but I was yours.

The irony of you taking no accountability.

This is a fine example of a nice guy vs. a kind guy. It’s the pain of your betrayal I’m reeling in from. ‘I would never admit to my betrayal.’

It’s your pride and lack of holistic/unity.

What you hurt on 1 level, you hurt on all – what you damn damns you – what you bless blesses you.

If you loved me and eventually wanted to be with me – then definitely don’t lie to me. Unfortunately my ancestors, your ancestors were testing you – this is the result.

We all deserve the truth and not be so brutalized at the expense of your dirty secret. It does suck, but so many people and/the world was involved, waiting, and relying on you, Twin Flame to lead them. Just because you think something inside and don’t act it it out—that is a fantasy of delusion you live in. A sad example. I’m getting better – I have to talk it out because it’s akin to my healing from who I thought you were.

I had such respect and thought you were a loyal follower of truth/God, and to mislead everyone and then try to divert the truth of taking responsibility – Well come on, come on.

Every force under the sun is beckoning you to stand up for them/ but you’re comfortable content/cakewalk.

We grew up differently in my church. Virtue.

You guys are perfect for each other and each other’s soulmate. There you go.

Divert the attention elsewhere. I could never give myself to the opposite end of the planet where core values do not exist.

Indifference and education. I found what I was looking for too – it’s not you to protect me. I have to protect you. Like children that need to be reared.

You mistake my kindness for weakness, and I will not be pushed over to fit your narrative of the truth. Point blank.

Get away from me and we will meet in the next life and hopefully you can remember who you are.

Because it’s not with me this time.

Emotional availability and healing’s essential. Avoidant men.

I want nothing to do with you too. –Diago. [rules].

2 good women for a side chick but it was all part of the plan because that’s what you deserve.

On all levels, perfect.

I could never cross myself because I have a voice. I stand up for the oppressed and voiceless. Like it’s my only honor and right.

You wouldn’t understand but you can learn.

What you missed was the gift of a lifetime – because no one’s channeling you but me.

God had a plan and our souls are in an eternal contract and if you step aside, do the research, we are starseeds that came to raise the collective and planet and union is the goal – we both were in union/are – but you missed multiple windows this year to come correct.

Baffling for the heavens and we all make mistakes.

Like when I placed my world in your hands and you could of cared less. Healing, reeling, it’s all so true. Live life without you. I will never forget how you could have cared less for higher things.

Seriously, listen to 1 book on Audible and challenge yourself to think different or change the frame within.

2015—Fixed mentality or Growth mentality = I know = I thought you did.

In a state of decay. Red lantern burning.

Psychic nightmare complete. Whoo!

Alibaba. Kind hearted person can also be a snake but as long as we all get what we want. Complete.

Truth is my standard and passion is my joy.

It’s a low vibe place and always has been. Because the owner will not get his hands dirty. [Owner/s before].

It’s simple math and you’re out of the equation.

Do I want a job? are you fucking kidding me? I offered my life to you and never have and never will is what I heard. [heard afterwards of what you showed].

Coverup – Italian cover up bullshit.

Brutal woman war. [Like I said].

You’re just scared to do real work. When every fiber in your being knows the truth. Wow. That’s on you.

Fire me. Forgive me.

Once a player… always a… .

I’m sorry for your next victim. Who doesn’t care if you lie to them.

Because you’ll have to – there’s no escaping me.

I live with you but you rejected yourself.

Settled. Righteousness and dignity.

You’ve made your decision, you’ve made mine.

That really fun one at 43. I would always have to fight for my right at being me and I’m not doing that.

This helps too much broken home. It helps me.

Alibaba. ‘‘Cause I’m back on my knees eager to be what you want‘.

Your messenger.

It’s a solo task in co-creation.

I am a kind hearted person, I am strong.

Everybody thinks you’re a certain way but your hand slows—hands show the real work.

You will never have those words spoke to you in the way I did, ever again – it’s impossible and one of a kind, I wonder how that felt hearing because it was sincere.

From the depth and core of my being.

It’s okay, you’re just in the category of man—males [masculine collective] that’s missed your opportunity for lasting expansion manifested.

Your love will fade for the side chick and when you wake up you will see.

Indifference and integrity. “Grappling with the mistake of his life”. You could of been an example of a world leader being led by a passionate princess.

You still will be, you see – this is energetic, you can’t leave me.

When you said you feel like someone is in your soul, that is me, your other half.

Hi! Just like you. Except you choose money over love.

Calculated wisdom.

Kind hearted people are killers too.

I had never had someone protect my honor/name like that → that should have been you and you had multiple opportunities. Delusional. To think otherwise.

I won’t shut up I won’t shut up I won’t shut up.

Low volume God carpentry.

I’m not a temporary position like all the others.

You don’t try hard enough at anything – you coast and get by.

[Shaman] I am a healer and a medicine woman.

We play by different rules.

Comprende.

Bounty hunter—look ’em up by their style: offensive.

Truth offends people because it forces you out of your delusion and then you have to work/think/for once and that’s hard.

Do not pray for easier lives—Pray for harder/stronger men.

Do not ignore the call. It will keep calling.

Hoo—Hoo—Hoo/Siren call.

Half dog/half human. Shortchange yourself. Global healing is at stake. A voice for the voiceless.

He lives a haunting existence

by and by he tells a tale

of a remorse deterred course

the one he knows all too well

If intent owned a blueprint

If instincts made a map

he surely steered a crooked route

that ended up attacked

by his haunted existence

Primal wisdom. Rejected by fools.

The stone that the builder refused shall be the head cornerstone.

Captivated among the wise—foolish among the readers.

The smart and wise seem to be dangered and charged. Alibaba.

Patience. The planetary rings of Saturn.

It’s not my choice, it’s my ancestors.

To become totally unrelatable.

Wisdom seeks/seeds.

‘I have everything I’ll ever need—I’m carrying your love with me‘.

Those ones that stick up for your loved ones are the kind hearted person.

I loved you all and then you turned on me, for what reason I try to comprehend.

He wants a roll over to believe his lies so he doesn’t have to grow up and be accountable.

If that’s what you desire, that’s what you get. I have a vision I hold clear. I am happy you found your rebound and match. Heartbreak of a lifetime. I understand now the universe was preparing me. To be prepared and to do my work.

September 9th, 2024

In a state of decay. Red lantern burning

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Baby steps. An open letter of forgiveness. I am a tool and I use it. ‘Give me tough love’. Black bear—vision. The hands of fate. Even the pollen becomes you. I can’t go on with this forever. Leave it or hate it. [5.28.24]

I have this vision where I’m like completely owned by something. → It’s a matter of the heart. Who you lie with at night. In that heart. Albatross. Locomotive. [You’ll feel] A true love that left your side. I was a mistake/or the right thing – I was going to be the rock you needed. Do not contain to the image of violence. [2.1.24]