It’s a multi-universe – we’re just living in it. Parallel realities, double incarnations, matrix, all for your growth and expansion. Cakewalk walk life. Out of touch. Timelessness. 1 reality. It’s okay to be vulnerable. It’s okay to end your life [metaphorically] and start anew. It’s never too late to win in. 20 years of healing and here we go again – like my second Saturn return or something. I get it and thankful for the growth, finally. Late bloomer. I’ll take it, I’ll take what I can get. It’s not my fault I… . I don’t know how to ignore a soul contract. On point. I did the right thing by setting the record straight. :). ‘You’ll find better love, strong’. ‘As it ever was’
The book of arrogance and ignorance – its own information. [Red book called Nirvana]
Bankrupt – got you bankrupt. Computer generated AI. ←someone think. Hippos are hippos. ←Twin? When you hug in you hug in – that’s a self grounding purpose. Increased my revenue
‘Deep as the river run—strong/warm as the morning sun‘. Bipartisanship. To get the white stars out I bleed. Bipartisanship
I spent my days writing [which is what I always wanted to do] and not being fake. I just couldn’t submit. Any tricks? I knew that type of man would not be good for me and drag me down. Ben Affleck. … Healing the world with Ben Affleck
Big spa – telling everyone on the boat
That book I had – ‘In between his spirit’
The climax is over between us.
Heartbreak and indifference.
Idiot/exclusive opportunity. Forgive him XXXXXXX ← pulse beat. I love you so much sister.
11 years ago when I thought this would be quick and painless.
I follow my dreams like I follow Astrology – rough times ahead.
Truth hurts. Dignity with your response. Divine white light enter my body – protection. Grow up – throw up – momentum. You were so selfish to hurt me in that way and you knew what you were doing—you just didn’t care.
Dark heart forgiveness.
BPD – I have fully detected I am bipolar as fuck. I saw that. Moron. [job fare]. They’ll use anybody. Shortchange yourself.
I don’t think we can get there in this lifetime. ‘I’m just one of your many toys‘. ‘Don’t put me on display‘. This is what I’m writing about – you’re it.
Fear mongering. Ancestral work. It’s generational.
‘Haah’ ‘don’t tell me what to say’ ‘ah‘. Breeding ground for success. It’s disgusting. [The love you share]. :). ‘But’ ‘I love to be young‘. ‘To live my life the way I want – to say and do whatever I please’. :). Don’t even think of you that much anymore –him to me.
Not true but it is. ‘One of your many toys‘. Part of the plan. ‘You don’t own me‘.
Hurt like hell. But feels so good. Humor me. [Herpes]. Please don’t go there again. He would have to find another love connection. Because it wasn’t with me. ‘I don’t‘. ‘I’m young and I love to be free – to live my life the way I want’. Grow up. Maybe indulgent – something sweet. Channeling session 1. –Alli Baba. [Alibaba].
Chris cross—Chris cringle. Letting go.
Thank you for my life, God. All retired. Thank you for divinely protecting me God – anything I can do let me know. Shower you more. Tarot reader. What am I supposed to do about that –kill myself. I haven’t felt peace… or I remember the peace I felt around you. But you just didn’t care. Left out in the cold too long. Conscious channel. I didn’t mean to hurt my parents – I love them. Ha ha because that’s who I am. me comment back.
Thank you with all my heart—it’s my soul that lives on forever – thank you for doing that to me. ←Twin to me. Masculine/feminine – it all gets across really well. Geek squad.
‘I don’t tell you what to say‘. Loves the attention it gives. ←writing. Worth every penny to me. Forced the connection into existence like that – what are you talking about – she doesn’t care. ‘Just let me be myself‘ ‘Don’t put me on display‘ ‘I’m young and I love to be young‘.
Break up to make up.
Never make a move – I’m not interested anymore. I think she’s there under false pretenses.
Don’t underestimate the power of dreams.
Mental institute when you get older – you laugh now – just wait and see. ‘To say and do whatever I please‘. ‘Ha ha ha bless your soul‘. That’s exactly what the fuck I’m doing. ←reading Astrology’s voicemail. Minor annoyance in the long run. ←my writing. There’s no convincing me otherwise, you’re not faithful.
‘I’m young and I love to be‘. :). Subscribing behavior.
‘Thinkin’ ’bout me—thinkin’ ’bout you‘. ‘My give a fucks are on vacation‘. ‘Too bad your ex won’t do it for you‘. Bankrupt – got you bankrupt. Computer generated AI. ←someone think.
Hippos are hippos. ←Twin?
When you hug in you hug in – that’s a self grounding purpose.
Increased my revenue. Amanda and Brian think you’re brainwashed. You are. Do I want a job – are you fuckin’ kidding me? no comprende.
I was exiled for who I was and I’m okay with that – there could be no other way.
Thank you God. I’m channeling cosmic stories—what you want from me. Wham bam thank you ma’am.
I didn’t care about the… . Letting go… . Genuine healing.
Obsessed with her right now –Twin to Worker. Fully accept that it’s over. I’m glad they found a replacement and it worked. It’s time to relax. I no longer care. ‘Don’t tell me what to do‘. I saw her coming and I was like… . Twin to Worker. [Walking]. [Damn]. He doesn’t care who he hurts as long as he gets what he wants and no one cares/knows.
I spent my days writing [which is what I always wanted to do] and not being fake.
I just couldn’t submit. Any tricks?
I knew that type of man would not be good for me and drag me down. Ben Affleck.
Duped. When 2 or more is present, a third entity joins. and is born. Best sex. Best kids. [Worker]. Not with me anymore –him to me. 100 years. Never have and never will. Great plans.
Take you on a walk or something.
Rest. I’m going to pretend that I got a fucking apology. From them both –Twin and Worker → there/those are the 2 rotten seeds. ‘Pleassee remember me‘. There’s a campground in town that like really hurt me for valid reasons and I was innocent.
It’s their damage. It’s the world’s damage.
‘You’ll find better love strong as it ever was‘. Owl howl. [earth noise]. The rarest, once in a lifetime connection trashed/disregarded by a little boy. And he’s still standing in his pride –blameless.
A tree with alphabet. [vision]. Blind without your glasses.
‘Warm as the morning sun‘. ‘Pleassee remember me‘. Potassium overload. Garlic flavor. Work something out.
Keep the main thing the main thing. –ha ha ha.
File a police report on you. Princess Sophia. Shortchange yourself. It’s costing them $200 a month right now. –shower door/stall. [vision]. ‘Cause I’m meant to be and I work really good. Amber alert. I cheated on my wife before. Totally brand new. John Denver. I’ve schooled the entire place. On love. Great finding. 2 overweight girls. Hard win. Had broke up. ∴ I ∴ in random – guy liked my chest and butt and 3 people. The real way ∴ dropped out of his [my] mouth – side chick. –like they appreciated me. for a moment and for looks. Preclusivity. –don’t ever want to stop.
‘Deep as the river run—strong/warm as the morning sun‘. Bipartisanship.
To get the white stars out I bleed. Bipartisanship.
I like when my mom passed away. ‘You’ll find better love‘. ‘Part of you will live in me‘. You did try and we appreciate it. When people’s behavior is so bad, you have to call them out. ‘You’ll find a better love’.
Healing the world with Ben Affleck.
Subordinate. Hamas. Not in any way, shape… . form. Everything this year has been different [I felt]. My decisions making ‘day’ without you making it for. ‘Terrible decision to call you’. I’m not with anybody. So free to do what he wants. You did make the right. First, it’s just that I didn’t listen. ‘To say and do whatever I please‘.
Big spa – telling everyone on the boat.
Chasing the end of his era. Me in the gutter for some reason. To have him available for pretense. Desisment in digital force. Desynment in digital force.
Listened, person to recording and couldn’t find blame.
Checks with himself in and out.
Jerome vibes as he worked as leader/manager for all → baby upstairs and sister [1 1/2 old baby] placed on belly and put cube/block in front. stairs. Chick-fil-A → the Chick-fil-A I got was on the counter as I was going to exchange/the most/what I paid for. Old Boss/Jerome vibes and he worked as a manager for all the females. Old Job vibe feel geography. Baby was sister’s sibling and even though we were going downstairs, I was surprised she felt comfortable placing baby on his belly and letting it play with itself when we went downstairs – we didn’t/I didn’t want it to slip/slide downstairs. 1 block [small] placed in front of door as detraction.
His next victim is all I can think.
They love it. Power struggle and covert everything → in the name of business. I feel bad for your wife. Do not envy the position – and we deserve a better man.
Just sayin’.
He just wants anything but his wife – his wife has become his mother and he doesn’t want to lose that.
Who would? Comfort there and thrill here—Pleasure seeking at its finest.
It’s my pleasure for breaking it down and I’m sorry it hurts everyone.
Just needs more effort and integrity on an internal level.
Physical ∴ would suck because he’s not in touch. I had thought if I should just spend another $10 on chicken as it was a long time ago – to meal swap and complain not satisfied. Partner’s my guide and protector → I’ve never had someone stick up and protect my honor/protect my name like that.
It’s a multi-universe – we’re just living in it. Parallel realities, double incarnations, matrix, all for your growth and expansion.
It’s okay to end your life [metaphorically] and start anew.
It’s never too late to win in.
20 years of healing and here we go again – like my second Saturn return or something.
I get it and thankful for the growth, finally.
Late bloomer. I’ll take it, I’ll take what I can get.
It’s not my fault I… .
I don’t know how to ignore a soul contract.
On point.
I did the right thing by setting the record straight.
:).
‘You’ll find better love, strong‘. ‘As it ever was‘. You’ll go down in history as the one who didn’t help me – but you did. ‘Lost in love and I fell out of touch‘ ‘And I’m back on my knees eager to be what you want‘. Woah bro, I’m out of the competition—if you want her to have her. Why I did that is because I work really hard. She was like you don’t need a man – I was like let me tell you about yours.
9.7.24
Rough times ahead – well that was prophetic.
That choice was made for me—You have to have the courage to walk it.