Stop making me blush too soon. Bunny hopped up to me. Insane waste of time. No need to. Jamie Lee Curtis—Let miracles happen. Let miracles happen. I know girl, I follow the astral plane. –Masculine. How does that happen. Narcissistic abuse. The whole concept of Cancer. The ascension process. Never been anywhere like this before in my life. Drew your circle. Square

Grey wolf. Eagle. [vision]. Baby being held up. Asian baby in car with parents/dad. [vision].

It’s a blacker whole—it’s a purple whole.

Sweep you off your feet Brandyn.

I found the … . Baby mama drama. Countless opportunities. Effected by—Influenced by. Twerk – camper lesbo chick. Me and Masculine – telling Brother → divorce/separated – we separated – I don’t mean to make you jealous –with/Wife – oh you’re not. It just is what it is – to share. Uno, Dos, Tres, Cuatro, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10.

Saw Eli and gave him head nod of kinship. He thought I was always that genuine person but was I the same.

Me and Masculine → or another twin → had dreads and I saw mine and even though dreads 10+ years, ∴. ∴ old Italian in fridge – I thought about eating chicken but I wouldn’t feel clean.

New shampoo and conditioner.

Masculine and I still loved each other. And campers had lesbian people pounding ∴.

I feel so Las Vegas all of a sudden.

Chants we sang.

This isn’t going to be a traditional marriage.

Eli had the energy of Jacob.

What I say goes both ways –Masculine and I.

–J Secada. Spend some money on this girl.

Agney/Agony.

Just don’t want to kink the wrong person. –tinting lady/Friday.

The basement is what it is, I will be okay for 1 Summer.

Sorry you’re doing okay – removable joint.

I’m going to do what I’m going to do for me – that’s going to be really healthy for me.

I’m going to do what I’m going to do for me – that’s going to be really healthy for me. I wanna see that through –us f∴cking.

Stairs, basement—get off your personal,. Get off your personal. The other places were really boring for me – bathe-d … that –∴. –me.

Stop making me blush too soon.

Bunny hopped up to me.

Insane waste of time. No need to.

Jamie Lee Curtis—Let miracles happen. Let miracles happen.

I know girl, I follow the astral plane. –Masculine.

How does that happen. Narcissistic abuse.

The whole concept of Cancer. The ascension process.

Never been anywhere like this before in my life.

Drew your circle. Square.

Masculine I kinda think you need to be the 1 to grow.

Thank you for sharing in you did –The Lovers.

Susanna knows I’m in my heart. –Masculine. White liar to before.

In for the biggest shock of your life.

Ice – blue – … laughing at us to the extreme.

You’re going to be bored – when I focused on my stuff—I’m really focused.

Long, drawn out conversations.

The men in the theme shirts. The men in the theme shirts.

‘Make it through the day without you‘.

I’m really glad you got to cherish in the moment with me.

Bright nights are from heard-balm. Bright nights are from heard palm. Heard palm. … .

Huge bookshelfs in library falling over. [dream vision]. Us out of range.

Henny.

Henny. Did the patterns wasted before. ←cabin. ‘And I—I don’t want to stay—try to find another way‘. ‘Make it through the day without you‘.

Kinda felt the chill in the air.

I want to respect my enemies.

January 11th, 2025

Only trust can go but so far. Jibber jabber. Queen of Swords are everywhere. Learned that sad day. The sage of this situation –Brandyn. If you don’t ever acknowledge that it’s there, the tools are going to go bad. The spiritual law of taboo. Me trying to help then but me being drained in the process. I kinda just don’t see myself with anyone else. Kinda

Lawsuit against you. Medicine woman. Life ain’t going anywhere.

Person – looking for smartphone regardless.

What did your math discover. The weatherman. Die of a broken heart.

Cheer up. It’s important to be yourself. [involved with others].

Dad loved our place and was appreciative to work out with us. [congratulations on your raise]. us doing abs together. Hardships. [blackmail]. $300 dollars per session [∴]. [Tragic accident on the report]. Good dream. Marginalized. Working class ∴. Daytime television. Always getting money from people.

Guns out. Suns out/guns out.

I want something over my head – I want something happening.

Laying on the top bunk together.

That I don’t say no.

There’s more to life than healing.

Not in the office struggling today.

Flat out lied to me. Slipped through the cracks.

I’m loafing up to you. Loaf = bread.

That would be my argument. Spiritual enlightenment – dreams.

The light people – moving ahead with consciousness.

I can be with him too – so … this.

The fatal fatal when someone does have sex.

Jacob, Kristen and others […] on into liking me, and didn’t. They coughed or didn’t like me, wouldn’t stand up for me – … – be 1 alone. What … you.

Feathered your arms into the day again.

Do I have the wrong shade/hue.

Gone through so many people that have gone through so much.

Tampon –disposable. –vision.

God, you really think I encourage it.

Lost me for good this time.

Reiki healer.

Gotta read my… Are you informed by. ‘I’m not that strong—I’m not that strong‘.

Only trust can go but so far. Jibber jabber.

Queen of Swords are everywhere. Learned that sad day.

The sage of this situation –Brandyn.

If you don’t ever acknowledge that it’s there, the tools are going to go bad.

The spiritual law of taboo.

Me trying to help then but me being drained in the process.

I kinda just don’t see myself with anyone else. Kinda.

Recognition at ∴town – I’ma let you go do your thing.

Didn’t have quite the following I was hopin’ for. ←you. ~~Developmental~~. Just a trainwreck before. It was the level of exposure I placed in his toxic chemicals.

Bandaid on your lunch. And fresh pillages too.

I ain’t stating a variety change. Fuel another. Copycat.

January 12th, 2025