‘To live is to be continually thrown into the nest’. Hallelujah. Left blade in my left eye chunk. Horse coming up to me asking for some/popcorn. I was in back of bugge. … Flicked in the left eye which I got rid of. Me looking naked and next to Twin – you earned it. And I was naked [hidden knowledge] and lookin’ sexy. Brow lift. Consider yourself lucky. Clean break I was going for. … Aging gracefully. Healthy bend in communication

The memory of Masculine —. They just want to exploit my love and vise versa. The masculine energy is draining me. I’m not a puppet. This is not a sick game. To find emotional fulfillment somewhere else but you can’t. Tying the knot. Untying. ‘Hit me with your best shot’. ‘Fire away’.

‘To live is to be continually thrown into the nest’.

Hallelujah.

Left blade in my left eye chunk.

Horse coming up to me asking for some/popcorn. I was in back of bugge. I was in room with ~~Masculine~~ Feminine. Masculine and dad … .

Flicked in the left eye which I got rid of.

Me looking naked and next to Masculine – you earned it.

And I was naked [hidden knowledge] and lookin’ sexy.

Brow lift.

Consider yourself lucky. Clean break I was going for. … .

Aging gracefully. Healthy bend in communication.

Social status. Poor me. This is what God wants. Different timelines. Social status –Mr. Cow/Mr. Moo. Heal the connection. So live with your parents. Sleeping around. A scrotum. ‘Living la Vida Loca’.

Hard work is paying off.

2024 medicine woman, the things I have planned for you.

Life adds … .

Lana Del Rey and man.

In the great awakening of love → forever favor.

Blonde chick in shower → on TV show was unique and going through divorce → because knew it was the right thing – so she could do things step by step.

I just couldn’t work anymore at — because it was a disaster – no matter how much I wanted to help.

I was like gone from my writing.

Asian hotel we slept in – gave third linen in the night to keep us happy. Blacksmith cottage was being advertised as original 1954. Masculine saw me in workout pants. And were walking behind me → I was fine and body and mind could have been∴.

I’ve dreamt about me coming true all weekend.

Masculine dropping me off/or give a ride with Flame to go into New Kent. Waller Mill fishing/or me looking at big catfish and all, wanting to throw my bread in for 2. Upgrading from Standard to Premium → double reservation → who got Standards – I should have upgraded to ~~Complete~~ Premium. At Waller Mill—playground was steep—close together and was built in 50s.

Blonde haired chick looked like Daisy Kent.

New era. Powerful chick.

You don’t encourage me to follow my goals.

In the pursuit of happiness.

Such a message here to stop and smell the roses.

Masculine and I do it Chinese hotel. [I hope they swapped the linens].

Snakin’ to be awaken with a candlewood in my throat.[{Lady calling out}
{turn 50 this year, needed to make}{catch up time}].

Not sure if we’re in the argument.

Wants like 7 children with you. 😑.

David and Goliath.

‘This is not a tactic to expose you babe – I’m just trying to see you in your moment babe’. Leading and look up. Divorce. [Finally]. I’m tapped out. Grandeur. Tapped out. Grandeur. Things are about give and take right now. Opposites attract. Brush your teeth more. Focus on you.

I’m carrying the torch.

With this Indian dream oceanic queen.

Pride and prejudice. Customers liked me to deal with. Right in zero influence rate.

Keep on at least on her throne.

Buyer beware. I’m going to use you and abuse you. Mental retard. America. Connected to you so much. Plot against you. Coming validation Tuesday. Blu Cantrell.

My husband just opens up every room in this house.

Paracelsus.

I’m a fucking idiot to ∴ for so long.

World access. Tapp that.

It may belong. Another start American dream.

H & R block – I’m in the heavens.

I can not descend in consciousness. Creating separation. It’s a concept. Sudan. Act like it. Lucy Liu. I own you. Fading away – you and me. Stay in your lane.

I have healed. College essay.

Is your inability to weave anything constructive. Even though that guy popping up with a gun – but he’s not and I trust him. ←Alas.

Make predictions.

Inspired less and less. Short change or energy. Love yourself—love the arts—be brave. Woman kissing man on forehead. Craving with … . Woo, I have a little fucking dot in there Masculine. [Masculine]. ←tinting spec on round window. had to lift up.

Do not treat me like the others –Clarion call.

Baby steps. Do not try to lower yourself. Magic woman. I hope he stimulates you. mentally –Feminine think. Black spec right in center –no bueno.

Masculine called. → fools drown. I was on phone with Masculine. Was I ready to talk? You may never ignore me again. –him to me.

Let me see your students, your application, or even your… .

Steering wheel’s a hard response past life features.

Hey you – I’m getting on my next ones. A collective landing for sponges. –office and water in church → church tinting house – lady listened to exactly what I liked on radio in her room. uncanny the vibe I got strange or thought cool.

Do you use the water to get her drunk.

This is blitz.

Scary without you. Develop more. I just don’t think we’re ready—we need more time like ∴. If it’s meant to be it will be. Let’s see. We’ve waited this long.

I need to heal and feel.

Play a sick love game.

‘Let’s play a love game—love game—are you in the game’. ‘The love game’.

When I say hey boy I mean grab it within range.

Sitting on the sidelines for too long. We need to grow. Drowning without you.

Or you could say you still love her. –Feminine.

Don’t Melrose the place.

Poor me. In the struggle of my life. Ego degradation. Just starting to catch my breath again. I’m around it – it’s been clearing. Ego degradation.

Listen to 1 book that really interests you on Audible. –to Masculine.

No instant gratification here.

The good farm and excuse I call it hard work.

I’m not giving away myself for free. All that pain so you could look like the man? Let me be a woman and tell you how I feel—I care but I’m ∴. ∴ need time—lots and lots of time. ∴ turned me off. I turned on. Steadfast.

You stole my heart—‘You stole my mind’.

Draws attention to herself. Intelligence.

Relationship… one that let go and I was stronger.

Flow state. Dr. Mark walking in Harris Teeter at Quarterpath road. Things are not special to me anymore –Dr. Mark. [in current relationship]. FB Friend – like I want to root for her, or like her writing post. [her mom‘s]. Saw Danny on his left hand. Think it will take forever to forget. Anything that doesn’t serve us – we got to get out of our way—[out of her way] [out of his way]. Understand their thoughts.

Go about a better way. Carl Jung. Complicated.

A little clearness –Masculine took off pube on privates because me.

You had a serious chance to dance alone.

Masculine had something on back. – Interesting.

Dance with me.

‘When I met you in the summer’. Congratulations on your raise. Articulate.

When do you eternal Brandyn.

Make you—age longer—grey faster.

You’re honest. –someone to me. Not in a good place though—In place to ∴.

Echoes of angels hanging in. I’m not going to be able to do this. Willing. I am.

Why aren’t I experiencing this—Why aren’t I bring into my life. Hair loss. Never enough time in the day. Not. I thought that’s what you wanted to hear – my writing. Short change yourself. I’m aware. Lucy Liu. I love you.

Still going to send somebody home.

Love at all costs.

Self aware. Speak Brother. I got to be yelled at to be heard. Public knowledge. Origami. Peach tree. Shake my peaches from me. Proof is in the pudding. An overwhelming need to control my desires.

Blonde haired chick looked like Daisy Kent. New era. Powerful chick. You don’t encourage me to follow my goals. In the pursuit of happiness. Such a message here to stop and smell the roses. Partner and I do it Chinese hotel. [I hope they swapped the linens]. Snakin’ to be awaken with a candlewood in my throat. [{Lady calling out}
{turn 50 this year, needed to make}{catch up time}]. Not sure if we’re in the argument. Wants like 7 children with you. 😑. David and Goliath

June 15th, 2024